some of my blockmates are in zambales right now probably having a blast. i opted NOT to join them because i said i'd do something next week which i have to prepare for this weekend. something i'm not entirely qualified nor competent enough to do.

kamusta naman? i've realized that time and again i get myself into "hard to say NO to" situations. i mean, how hard is it to say a two-letter word? N-O. No. easy-peasy as pie. theoretically, that is.

my irritation at myself is further compounded with my inability to de-stress and rid myself of my fears and insecurities and my OC-ness. bad, bad combo i tell you.

i have got to learn to say that word. seriously.

on the bright side, been seeing a lot of my old friends (not in terms of age...hehe) lately and more than one have said that hiyang ako sa law. while i am flattered (hahaha...), i can't help wondering if what my younger brother told me before is true: that i can live on stress alone. bad sign. i want to live 'til i'm at least a hundred. the stress won't help me attain that goal.

i've been trying to be less stressed and pasaway though. i've been praying for the grace to attain the virtues of fortitude and patience, most especially. it is hard but i promised myself i would at least try. that and focus on the positive and leave out the negative.

since i already ranted re: the negative, time for the positive. hehe. despite the stress which is unnatural for the first day of class, i was so SO happy these past few days. let's just say as gab said, it's like i'm in high school again. but wait, i come from an all-girls's school so it's not quite the same. but it's that same giddy feeling. 'nuff said. :)

first year law student.kid at heart.idealist.optimist (except about myself).hopeless romantic.daydream believer.dreamer.klutz(hehe).


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