{waiting watching wishing}
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
{turning over a new leaf}

the second semester is beginning tomorrow. at least i can say i've survived my first semester as a law student. lesson learned, though. i'm really going to take my studies seriously next semester.

it's not that i don't. it's more of, i'm the queen of inconsistency and pasaway-ness. i spent practically the entire day mentally kicking myself because of my alternating (and sometimes concurrent) stupidity and laziness. truth be told, i can be pretty OC when it comes to studying. the down side is that i'm inconsistent. i can be really masipag during the first few weeks of the semester then semester progresses, i just get plain lazy. this laziness reaches its peak come finals season given that classes have come to an end and in lieu of seriously studying, i end up doing everything BUT... watching episode after episode or movie after movie, shopping, surfing the net, reading, you name it. i couldn't help but think that if i actually spent the time to study for that exam, i could've gotten a more decent grade. and i hate that i have no one to blame but myself.

i tried to justify it. i'm applying to two orgs. busy with another. trying to adjust. trying to decide whether or not law is for me. but deep down, i know that the afore-enumerated are no excuse. i'm just plain lazy and stupid.

but i have to let go of that and everything self-deprecatory. i have to look ahead instead of dwelling on my stupidity and (past..haha) laziness. i'm really going to take my studies seriously this entire sem. not just during the first month, but throughout.

or die trying. hahaha.

here's to the second semester of the tunnel otherwise known as law school.
(whether there is light at the end or not is for me to find out...gosh, this sounds depressing)

Posted by arianne at 9:52 PM

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