[last na ito for now, i promise. read at your own risk]

some people think i'm quite naïve, too trusting, and the list goes on. i generally just try to see the best in people, to believe that everyone is generally good without any hidden motivations. but lately, i've been proven wrong and i'm scared that i will someday lose my faith in people. i mean hear you are trying to be nice and treating people the way you wish to be treated but then they go and become all user-ish and take advantage of your kindness and generosity. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!

and is it even fair that we're enjoying the holiday season while so many people are out on the streets suffering? it hardly seems so. but at the same time you feel powerless to do anything.

Kamusta naman yan?!

ok maybe i'm just annoyed because something i own is missing and i'm afraid someone took it. i'm just so tired of trying to ALWAYS look for the proverbial silver lining like when my wallet got stolen, i prayed that whoever took it needed it and its contents more than i did. same goes for my missing thing. but then wait. why do i have to be understanding? need doesn't justify stealing. they could've just asked! i'm so tired of always trying to be understanding. it's a STRUGGLE. a tiring struggle at that.

i'm sick of people taking advantage of me because i'm "too nice" (in fact, i don't even think i am!!) or too patient or too whatever. i'm sick and tired of being the ever-dependable door mat/push-over. and then when i get snappish because i'm tired of being viewed as the aforementioned i feel guilty. i'm tired of feeling guilty. i'm just plain tired, i guess.

i need a reason to believe in humanity once again. i need to be proven wrong. BADLY.

first year law student.kid at heart.idealist.optimist (except about myself).hopeless romantic.daydream believer.dreamer.klutz(hehe).


lay-out
{designer}
{font}



{AKBAYAN Rep. Risa Hontiveros-Baraquel}
{UP ALYANSA}
{spam}
{tricia}
{kristian}
{mica-rabbit}
{jeboy}
{emma}
{paolo}
{lia}
{ralph}
{cheska}
{mara}
{leo}
{marian}
{kevin}
{gwen}
{mark arthur}
{darwin}
{dianne}
{jam}
{cha}
{boom}
{salma}
{emil}



"I don't care if I never grow up
Don't want to shrink in a suit
Don't want live just to suck someones bones dry
I'd rather die."
- Chris Trapper, Waiting Watching Wishing

adopt your own virtual pet!

September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007






Free Web Site Counters