september went by so quickly. one second i was rushing all over the place, panicking, talking a mile a minute, and thinking of what sweet treat we could feed the volunteers (my favorite task.. hehehe! s'mores, anyone?) and next thing i knew, bar ops and salubong were over (yay! don't get me wrong, it was fun and fulfilling but super SUPER tiring).

and now, finals are looming near. i know i sound like a broken record when i say i miss undergrad, but please indulge me one more time as i say it again: I MISS MY UNDERGRAD DAYS. those were the days wherein i could be as pasaway as i dared be and get away with it (though in retrospect, i wasn't THAT bad. i was actually a good always-read-everything-and-never-cut-class type of student. UNTIL my last semester. hehehe!). those were the days wherein finals never really felt like finals (except Math 109 and a handful of other subjects hehe), wherein one could actually get exempted from finals or could altogether NOT take finals (depending on the prof, of course) and in lieu of such simply submit a paper or project. those were the days. now, i have to contend with six written final examinations AND one oral exam (NOOO!!!). and i have twenty-plus handwritten digests for property to go. not to mention a handful of extracurricular projects and responsibilities i have yet to accomplish. oh well, apparently when it rains, it pours. and then some. i should be in nerd mode, but as per usual, i am procrastinating and coming up with a list of things i will do after exams and immersion (i wonder where it'll be). somehow i just know that when finals are imminent (haha, as if they aren't already), i will feel like banging my head against a wall because i could've gotten prepared earlier. vicious, vicious cycle. :s but i have resolved to NOT let that happen this time. sana nga.

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don't know why i've been all gloomy and blah lately. it doesn't help that it seems that compared to everyone else, my life is at a standstill. last friday and saturday, hung out with some friends who are already working. my sister is leaving later this month to take her masters in italy. even my younger brother is already planning his future.

whereas yours truly still has nothing but vague, piecemeal ideas about what to do with her life. don't get me wrong, i'm generally happy but such uncertainty generally makes one feel insecure. oh well. more ramblings after finals. ahhh!!! i hope i survive...

first year law student.kid at heart.idealist.optimist (except about myself).hopeless romantic.daydream believer.dreamer.klutz(hehe).


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