logically i know things could be much worse. i could have creepy crawlies crawling all over me (*shudder*), i could be lying under a ton of bricks, i could be homeless and hungry, i could have eight arms (wait, i wouldn't mind..haha), and the list goes on. but please allow me to rant about my stupidity for a moment before i attempt to move on with my life.

i seriously don't get it. how can a single human being be this stupid??? i can swear i studied for the tax finals. i even attempted to memorize the rates, inclusions, exemptions, and what-not. i even practiced the computations thinking that if ever such would show up during the finals, at least i'd be prepared.

BUT NO. what i prepared for DID come out during the exam. any other person would have found it simple (well not simple. fair, maybe) enough. but me? i had to be my usual stupid self and suffer from a mental block (though maybe tis just coz i'm stupid) WHILE TAKING THE EXAM. i can't say tis fatigue because i have blockmates who didn't sleep whereas i had to drag myself out of bed. i can't even say i didn't study because i know i did (in retrospect, maybe i shouldn't have studied. would have yielded the same results anyhow. PLUS at least if i fail, a perfectly valid excuse would be i didn't study. tis much better than my stupidity being the reason for such). i'm just plain stupid. why did my stupidity have to wreak its ugly head during an exam which is equivalent to 100% of my final grade? why WHY WHY???

maybe this is a sign. if i can't even make it thru an exam i studied for, what more succeeding exams? what more the bar???
maybe it's time to start weighing my options and looking for alternative career options.

sorry. i know i'm being super madrama. i guess i'm just wallowing in EXTREME frustration and self-loathing. haaayyy...

first year law student.kid at heart.idealist.optimist (except about myself).hopeless romantic.daydream believer.dreamer.klutz(hehe).


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